I'm So Sorry For Your Loss, My Dear Classmate..

Again.
another bad news about death comes from my dearest classmate.
Her mother passed away after suffering from breast cancer for 4 years.

I still remember how she could hide her pain inside.
she always looks fine in the classroom.
she laughs and cheers a lot with other classmates.

when my father was sick and the doctor eventually gave the diagnosis, I just felt so depressed.
she came and cheered me up.
she always told me to be strong.
firstly I thought how easy she told me like that as she never knew how it felt.
then she said that her mom suffered the same disease, cancer. and her mom has struggled for 4 years.
what I have to be grateful here is that others might have a deeper pain than mine.
I can learn others'.

they can survive although they have a painful heart. They just move on.
thinking our pain won't change anything. it just makes our life feel more miserable.

my classmate has prepared for anything which might happen to her mom.
until the day her mom passed away, she seemed so relieved, instead of looking at her mom suffered in ICU.
I'm so sorry for your loss, my dear classmate.
I'm sure God will never let you get through this alone..
God has saved your mom in heaven, the best place for her right now and ever after.

Good Bye and See You Soon, Liverpool! We Love You, We Do.

Liverpool FC photo session in Closing Ceremony after friendly match with Indonesia XI
(courtesy: tumblr) 

Terbangun pagi ini dengan perasaan setengah tidak percaya.
Semalam itu Liverpool bertanding lawan Indonesia ya?
Rasanya seperti mimpi.

apalagi malam sebelumnya.

Daniel Agger, my most favorite idol in Liverpool FC.

I dreamed I traveled around Indonesia with Daniel Agger, my idol in Liverpool FC squad, the central defender from Denmark :)))
ouch, I hope it will happen soon.
Amen!
kalo bukan keliling Indonesia, gak apa2 deh keliling Denmark.hihiii.

I read news at one of liverpudlian (it's what Liverpool FC fan is called) twitter account that Daniel Agger got angry with a security who didn't permit him to meet and gave signatures to his fans.
aku kepikiran aja, eh sampai terbawa mimpi.

This Liverpool visit is so memorable because this is their first tour in Indonesia.
The fantastic captain, Steven Gerrard looks so charming. belum ada deh yang ngalahin kharisma dia sebagai pemain bola paling loyal (walaupun Daniel Agger tetep nomer satu buat aku.hehe)
seluruh tim Liverpool FC sangat terpukau dengan antusiasme BIGREDS (komunitas pecinta Liverpool FC) dan bahkan sang manager, Brendan Rodgers juga berkata bahwa atmosfer GBK seperti di Anfield.
di tengah skitar 80.000 penonton yang menyaksikan langsung di Stadion Gelora Bung Karno, Jakarta, Liverpool FC mengeluarkan tim terbaik dan bisa dibilang paling senior di babak pertama, kemudian menghadirkan tim juniornya di babak kedua.
pertandingan berakhir 2-0 dan membawa kemenangan bagi Liverpool lewat tendangan manis Philippe Coutinho dan Raheem Sterling.

Here I attach some photos on both training session and last night match of Liverpool vs Indonesia XI.

They walked around the pitch to greet all Liverpool FC fans after they had evening training session at Gelora Bung Karno Stadium, Jakarta. (courtesy: tumblr)

The charming captain ever, Steven Gerrard, told Daniel Agger that there was unique banner about him.
(courtesy: tumblr)

Yes, this is the banner Stevie told Daniel about. I can't imagine how lucky this woman when Daniel smiled at her.
(courtesy: tumblr)

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The BIGREDS festivity at last night match. We are family. Glad to be Liverpudlian :)))
(courtesy: tumblr)

This is the most fascinating banner! (courtesy: tumblr)

Thank you, Liverpool, for giving such beautiful moments for us, your Indonesian fans (even not only Indonesian who came to the stadium. there are many fans from Singapore, Malaysia, etc, who stick together to support our beloved football club).

Someday, I' ll be in Anfield. Ameenn!!

Welcome, the real life of being an MM UGM student! :)))))

Tanggal 4 Juli 2013 kemarin adalah tanggal keramat bagi mahasiswa PRA MM UGM batch 62 (angkatanku nih). Kami semua menunggu nasib apakah kami akan lulus dan memasuki semester 1 sebagai the real student of MM UGM. Dari pagi sms dari akademik MM UGM tidak kunjung muncul dan kami sekelas (kelas B) semakin heboh berbagi nervousness di Blackberry Messenger ataupun WhatsApp. Jam 2 siang, akhirnya berita yang kami tunggu datang juga. Akademik MM UGM memberitakan pengumuman kelulusan PRA MM UGM batch 62 sekaligus memberikan username dan password untuk mengakses nilai kami di Sintesis (Sistem Informasi Terpadu Ekonomika dan Bisnis).

PUJI TUHAN!! Praise the Lord. Aku lulus! Walaupun tidak straight A seperti yang aku harapkan dan impikan, but at least no C in my transcript. Apalagi dengan backgroundku yang sama sekali bukan dari IPS atau ekonomi. I imagined that I had to do my remidial for Introduction to Financial Management and Introductory to Economics for Managers.

Ternyata Tuhan baek banget. Tuhan bener2 liat kerja kerasku. Although I felt there’s no hope anymore when I did the exam, God helped me so that I kept doing my best. Apapun yang terjadi, aku tetap ingin melakukan yang terbaik. Dengan persiapan yang matang dan doa yang kuat juga. Believe me, God never leaves. In a stuck moment, God always have a way to help.

Mario, Piwi, and I at Parsley, Jakal, Yogyakarta
(Tuesday, July 16, 2013)
-celebrating our joy and singing Raisa's song together
in front of other customers having their dinner-

Ketika aku nggak bisa mengerjakan tugasku (everything about stock portfolio), God sends Piwi and Mario to help me. Piwi is my friend since when I was in Senior High School. She’s also my dormmate. Mario is her friend in Atma Jaya University Yogyakarta. They did a lot for me. So thanks a bunch for them. I thank them for their patience, their time, and the most important thing is their sincerety. Gilak deh sabarnya mereka waktu ngajarin aku dari awal mengenai keuangan dan saham. And they always build my confidence. That’s why I love them, they believe that I can, although I’m not sure about myself.

Dear bloggers whoever you are, who like reading my blog, when you face difficulties in your life, never give up. 

No worries.

Tell God what you feel and God must give you what you need.

Things won’t change if you worry and let those difficulties haunt you. but, believe me, things will change if we have more faith.

I learn from this ‘graduation’ that life was so hard for me for last half a year because my dad is sick. I had to spare my time between family and my own study. I broke up with my boyfriend two months ago. Everything changed at one time. But now I realize that God has bigger plans for me.

Tuhan mengirimkan orang-orang di samping kita sesuai waktunya. If that time was the perfect time to break up with my boyfriend, it really was. Toh aku bahagia dengan hidupku yang sekarang. I’m free to do what I love, what I want to catch. Aku fokus menemani bapak sampai sembuh dan merasa lebih dekat dengan keluarga. Now, I graduate!

Semua memang indah pada waktunya.

It’s not easy in the beginning. It feels so hard to live on, but if you keep in your faith, the end will be much much better. Time will heal and tell. 

Keep trusting, God is always good. Forever Good.

Finally, NUTELLA!

Hi, everybody! how are you doing?
don't forget to make monthly wishes because this is the first day of July :)))

this is my second week of holiday and I'm sitting at my desk, keep focusing to do my duty --> making "Career Potential Review" proposal.
but, "sharing" is one of my hobbies.
so, let me share what I'm thinking along this day before I get back to my work :)

Hmm.today, I went shopping to Superindo (one of popular supermarkets in Indonesia) to buy some bell peppers for cooking. here I tell you, 9.30 AM is the best time to shop here because the vegetables and fruits are already well-selected through tight inspection and ready to sell!

aannddd. this is the highlight!
so many times I dream of tasting NUTELLA, the famous hazelnut chocolate jam manufactured by Ferrero, Italian company which was so popular since 1964. and my student told me that Niall Horan, one of One Direction members, is so into this kind of spread.
call me 'retarded', but I think this is the right time to try the most favorite chocolate jam in the world.
So, I decided to buy nutella and put it in my trolley.
priced at Rp 35,000.00 I think this is worth tasting, mates!I have tried it by matching it with a bread :) So Yum! who's anyone of you has the same opinion with me?

Okay, I think that's all I wanna share.
It's time for me to get back to my work.
See you in my next blog ©